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is Bennett. I can’t come to the phone right now –”
I let out a groan and
slam the end call button. The screen flashes Bennett’s name a
couple of times and then goes dark. There is no way that I am going
to leave another voicemail. I had already left three in the day and a
half since Bennett had called me and asked why I had been kissing
Emily’s voice says from behind me.
I turn around and nod,
“Yeah. Well…” I shrug and look down at my phone.
Emily understands and
sighs, “He’ll come around. He can’t honestly
believe that you kissed Anderson, right?”
She looks at me
curiously, as if part of her doesn’t believe her own words.
When Spencer and I had gotten back from Harmony’s house, I
ended up telling Emily everything that I had been holding back from
her. Now that she is caught up, she is determined to help me figure
things out but the problem is that we don’t know where to
know,” I finally reply. “I’ll figure it out, I
guess. I was just hoping…”
“That he wasn’t
going to be so quick to believe his dad? I know. But we don’t
know what is going on his end, April. There could be more going on
than we know.”
reply doubtfully, “I hope so. Anyway, let me get back to it.”
Emily nods and heads
back into Miss Midnight’s shop. In order to distract myself, I
had agreed to take photos of her tarot shop for her website. I hadn’t
thought when I had called her last night that Miss Midnight would
mean the very next day but I wasn’t going to say no to a job.
I trail after Emily but
my mind is still on Bennett. After he accused me of kissing Anderson,
the call suddenly dropped and I had no cell phone service. It had
taken a few minutes to get it back but by then, Bennett was no longer
answering my calls.
It is obvious that
Kevin told Bennett that Anderson and I had been kissing. The truth –
that Anderson had feelings for me and I had rebuffed him –
wasn’t important to Kevin. He didn’t want the two of us
dating and he loathed me. Anything to get me out of the way.
“Ah, there you
are,” Miss Midnight says, “I finished organizing the room
where I do my readings. You should take the photos there next.”
good,” I reply.
Miss Midnight nods and
beckons Emily over to her. “Come here, dear, we’ll go
over your cards again.”
reading?” I ask, wondering if I could take photos of the two of
Emily chimes up, “She’s
teaching me how to read the cards.”
cool.” I reply, surprised that Emily has taken that much of an
interest in the whole tarot card thing.
The two of them head
off to a small table in the back of the office area and I head down
the hallway to take photos of the tarot reading room. Even though I
still constantly worry about Emily and her choices, I am not going to
say anything about how I am not sure I believe in any of this stuff.
If she has found something that she enjoys, then I want to make sure
I support her.
I step into the tarot
room. When Miss Midnight did a reading on me, which boiled down to
fixing my relationships before taking on Kevin, I had blown it off. A
large part of me still didn’t believe any of it. But, in the
silence of the room, I have to admit to myself that I did tell Emily
everything that was going on because of the reading nagging me in the
back of my mind.
The things I’ve
been doing such as supporting Emily and helping her when she needs
me… helping Spencer, forgiving her for what happened the night
of my car accident, and working to find her daughter, Aria. Those are
things I am actively trying to work toward. I suppose that I still
have to work things through with my mother. Our relationship had
fallen apart when I opted out of the family fortune and business and
hadn’t improved even after dad died. And things with Bennett
are clearly still a mess.
I push those thoughts
out of my mind and work on setting up the shots of the room. The
silence surrounds me and is oddly comforting, like a heavy blanket.
When was the last time I had been alone by myself with the quiet
surrounding me? The incense in the room gives me a slight headache
but other than that, taking photos in here is a breeze.
After about thirty
minutes of taking photos and setting up shots, the door behind me
opens. I turn around and Miss Midnight walks in. Her many bracelets
on her wrists bang against each other as she moves.
Anything you want specifically?”
with the crystal ball. People eat that up for some reason,” she
replies with a small shrug.
I nod and move toward
the table in the center of the room. The crystal ball on the table is
a new addition. Emily said Miss Midnight bought it because it was a
gimmick that people seemed to enjoy.
“How are things,
Oh no. She is staring
at me with her eyes wide, as if she is going to tell me my aura is
off again or something. The last thing I feel like right now is
dealing with how doom and gloom my aura apparently is. I pretend to
be fiddling with camera settings.
“You look tired.
Do you want me to give you another reading?”
“No,” I say
so quickly that Miss Midnight looks startled. “Sorry. No, I
should really focus on the work at hand. But thanks.” Desperate
to change the subject, I say, “Emily seems to be enjoying
Miss Midnight stares at
me a beat too long, as if she can see right through me. I look down
at the crystal ball and wipe away an imaginary speck of dust off the
table and raise my camera.
Taking the hint, she
goes along with my change of subject. “Yes, Emily has really
taken to it here. She learns quickly, that girl. Even though she is
lost, I believe she will find her way.”
ask in spite of knowing better, glancing up at her quickly.
doesn’t know what she wants out of her life. But she’s
smart. She’ll figure it out.”
“I hope so. She’s
always sorta been aimless.” I catch myself before I say too
much about Emily and her personal life to her boss. “How is her
see him very often. Sometimes he sits out on the patio, doing
puzzles. Emily says she’s going to visit with him this weekend.
Would do them both good, I think. They both have unresolved issues.
Better to work them out before he passes on and Emily regrets it.”
“Yeah, I think so
My mind flicks over to
my mother again and a nagging feeling that I need to reach out to her
comes back up. I look away from Miss Midnight. It is ridiculous to
think that she can sense anything going on with me or that her
readings have anything prescient in them. Even though the logical
part of me tells me to get a grip, I still turn away from her, as if
I can block her from staring at me.
let you get back to it. Let me know when you finish in here,”
she says to me.
Miss Midnight leaves,
closing the door behind her. I stare at where she had been standing,
wondering what it is about her that always makes me feel unnerved.
being an idiot,” I say aloud. “No one has special
I push the thoughts out
of my mind and go back to work.
By the time I am done,
it is mid-afternoon. I finish taking the front shots of the store and
head back inside. Miss Midnight is with a client. I saw her walk in –
a short, slightly chubby blonde woman, clutching her purse tightly as
if it held a secret.
Emily is behind her
desk, the window open, when I step inside. She smiles when she sees
with someone right?”
one of her regulars,” she says, and then disappears from the
window and comes out of the hallway into the room. “I’ll
tell her you finished though.”
“Great. How did
your lesson go?”
I like learning about the cards and what they could tell me. I really
like it here.”
“You could do a
reading for Adam,” I remark.
A dark cloud passes
over Emily’s face that makes my heart sink. Like I had been
suspecting, marrying Adam probably wasn’t working out as
perfectly as she had been hoping for.
Emily replies curtly.
I want to tell her that
it is okay, that she can tell me if things aren’t working out
with Adam and I won’t get upset. But Emily clearly doesn’t
want to discuss it and changes the subject.
“You know, I was
thinking about Bennett,” she says, “and I think you
should go to his apartment.”
“Yeah, just stop
by there. Listen, I know you’re thinking the worst… that
he’s going to dump you or something over what his dad said. But
I think everyone is selling him short. You’ve known him since
you were kids and after all the bullshit of pretending you hate each
other; you’re finally together. I just don’t think we
should write him off. Go to him, April. See if you can talk to him.”
I chew on her words.
She is right – I am scared that Bennett will believe his father
over me. How could I blame him? I am asking Bennett to go against his
father. He believes the best in him and how could he not? What sort
of person believes the worst of their own parents?
“I just don’t
want you to lose someone you care about,” Emily finishes.
I nod, “Okay.
I’ll go by now.”
She smiles. “Great.
I think it’ll be good for you to talk to him.”
“What if he isn’t
home?” I ask, feeling unsure. “He could be working.”
“He could be
working from home too. Stop by anyway. If he isn’t home, then
go back later.”
I agree and we hug each
other. I leave the shop, feeling nervous. Emily’s idea is a
good one and I know she only wants the best for me. Bennett and I
love each other – maybe I shouldn’t be expecting the
Trying to remain
hopeful, I get in the car and check my phone just in case I missed
anything. Nothing from Bennett. Even more worrying is the fact that
there is nothing from Spencer. She has been oddly silent since we
went to Harmony’s house and saw that Aria and her family were
gone. I shoot her a quick text on the burner phone, asking if she is
okay, and set off toward Bennett’s place.
By the time I pull up
to his complex, I am so nervous that I feel a bit sick. The parking
lot is full and I end up parking one lane down from Bennett’s
place. I try to calm myself and take deep breaths. The apartments
here all have garages for the owners so I can’t tell if Bennett
is home or not. As I walk, I try to collect myself and then head out
toward his front door.
I knock on the door and
wait. My heart is beating quickly. I tell myself that it is silly to
be so nervous about seeing him but part of me is expecting him to
open the door, see me, and shut it in my face.
I want to tell him that
Anderson kissed me but he was drunk and the whole thing was a
mistake. I never kissed him back. His father is lying. The words are
ready to roll off my tongue but still the door doesn’t open.
I knock one more time
but there is nothing. I don’t even hear anything in the
apartment. Like I thought, Bennett is at work. I turn around to
leave, feeling a mixture of disappointment and worry.
Suddenly, the front
door opens and I hear him before I turn around, “April?”
Bennett stands there.
He has on dress pants and a white undershirt. He looks tired but
otherwise the same. My throat goes dry and the speech I had planned
dries up with it.
Finally, I find my
voice. “I wanted to talk to you but you weren’t answering
dart around, as if he is looking for something and then he beckons me
inside. “Come in.”
I walk into his
apartment and he shuts and locks the door behind me. The living room
looks the same as it did the last time I was here. The doors to the
balcony are open and I can hear the ocean crashing against the surf.
Bennett moves past me,
barely glancing at me, and goes to shut the doors to the balcony. He
moves the blinds across them, as if he doesn’t want any
sunlight in the apartment at all now that I am here. When he finishes
closing up the windows, he turns back to me and flicks on a lamp.
“Is there a
reason you’re locking everything up as if we’re under
attack?” I ask, trying to keep my tone light.
Bennett glances at me,
“Just in case.”
“In case of
what?” I ask, puzzled now.
“Do you need
anything to drink? I’ll get you a bottle of water,”
Bennett says quickly and heads off toward the kitchen.
I follow him. “While
I appreciate you wanting to keep me hydrated, are you okay? You’re
Bennett pulls out a
bottle of water and hands it to me. I take it, even though I don’t
feel that thirsty. He leans back against the counter and stares at
me. I stare back. For some reason, I fight down the urge to laugh.
Nervous laughter, I suspect, in how odd this situation is.
speaks. “I wanted to get one of those burner phones and call
you but I’ve been so busy since that call got dropped with you
that I haven’t had time.”
Why can’t you just call me? I’ve been trying to get in
touch with you.”
want to talk to you on my cell. I don’t,” he lowers his
voice, “I don’t trust it.”
replies. “Listen, April, I know that you don’t have
anything going on with Anderson.”
Relief sweeps through
me quickly followed by confusion and I say, “What do you mean?
Why aren’t you talking to me then?”
“Dad came to me
with this bullshit story about how he caught you making out with
Anderson at his dad’s birthday party and that you’re
shacking up with your clients or whatever –”
true,” I say, my speech coming back to me. “Anderson was
totally drunk and it was a lapse in his judgement. I set him
straight. I told him I wanted nothing to do with him in that way.”
Bennett puts up his
hand to stop me, “I know, April. I didn’t believe it when
Dad told me.”
“You sounded so
mad on the phone…”
“I know. Dad was
there. I wanted him to think that I dumped you. The call dropped and
I just lied and said you hung up on me because I confronted you.”
I ask again.
Bennett steps toward me
and puts his hands on my shoulders. He looks into my eyes. His own
eyes are a clear blue, like a bright sky.
“I fucked things
up when I told Dad I knew about the accident and what he did. I don’t
know what he did after I made the mistake of letting him know that
Spencer and you were on his trail. I had to make things right. So I
have him thinking I dumped you and I’m willing to learn
everything from him. I told him I will do what I need to do for the
company. He’ll trust me this way, April. He could slip up. Give
me the proof we need to make sure even the police can’t be
dangerous, Bennett. If your dad finds out –”
Not if we do this right. Don’t call me anymore. I’ll
reach out when I have a burner phone. I want Dad to completely
believe that I trust in him.”
“What about the
company and going against him? He could kick you out of the will and
the company if he finds out.”
risk I’ll have to take.”
The implications of
this hit me hard. Bennett, who before always seemed hesitant on
losing out on the billions his family has, is now looking at me as if
he has made up his mind and this is the choice he has made.
“Are you sure?”
I ask him, my mind spinning.
“April, I love
you. My dad… you were right; he can’t get away with
this. What he did to you in the accident, what he is doing to Spencer
and her daughter… I can’t just sit back and let him do
that to people. No matter how much money he has. He doesn’t
even use his money for good. He uses it to buy his way out of any
trouble he has going on. I was being selfish and I was scared before
about going up against him. But I’ve made up my mind. This is
what I want to do.”
A lump has formed in my
throat and I can’t say anything. Bennett appears to sense this
and brushes my cheek with his hand lightly. The touch seems to awaken
everything good inside of me – the feelings of love for Bennett
and the relief I feel that he isn’t upset with me. He tilts my
chin up and then presses his lips gently against mine.
The touch of his lips
on mine send waves of warmth throughout my body. I wrap my arms
around his neck and pull him close. We kiss deeply but there is
something urgent to the kiss as well, as if at any time everything
could come crashing down.
After a few minutes of
this, Bennett breaks the kiss and says softly, “We’ll
figure it out together. Somehow.”
“What are we
going to do? Kevin has moved Aria. Spencer thinks she knows where but
even so, how can we get away from his control? Someone like that…”
I think back to Kevin
telling me about Angel and her death and how he wasn’t sure if
his father had something to do with it.
“How can we go
against someone who has money to pay everyone off? He suggested even
the police are in his pocket.”
“The police can’t
ignore hard evidence, April,” Bennett says softly. “We’ll
figure it out together.”
He kisses me again and
I try to block out thoughts of Kevin. It is almost impossible. He is
like the boogeyman, rising out from the depths of my nightmares to
Bennett runs his
fingers through my hair, “I’m sorry.”
“For taking so
long to accept what my father is like. For holding off on helping you
and for fucking things up.”
“No one would go
against their parents that easily,” I reply. “I
understand why you did what you did. I understand why you wanted to
help and talk things out with him.”
We kiss again but there
is suddenly a knock on the door. It is loud and powerful and sends
Bennett leaping away from me and looking down the hall.
expecting someone?” I whisper.
As if in reply,
Bennett’s phone chimes. He grabs it off the counter and shows
me the screen. It is a text from Kevin, telling Bennett that he is
outside of his apartment.
whisper. “What do I do?”
“Is your car
a parking spot. I’m a block over.”
“You need to
hide. Go into my bedroom and hide in the closet,” Bennett says
as Kevin knocks again.
I take off to the
bedroom and open his closet door. It is filled with clothes and boxes
that he hasn’t unpacked from when he moved in. I shuffle myself
inside and shut the door just as I hear Bennett talking to his
father. The blinds are still open in his bedroom, offering a little
light in through the door.
The closet muffles the
conversation. I can’t hear anything, just the rumbling of
Kevin’s voice and my own heart thudding in my chest. I try to
wedge myself as far back into the closet as I can go. My back is
digging painfully into the corner of a box which is still slightly
bruised from when Kevin tossed me against the fridge.
I shift and that is
when something falls off the top shelf of the closet and hits me on
the head with a painful thud. It is a photo album and has landed open
on a shot of Bennett as a little kid, playing on a beach. Sophia is
behind him, smiling up at the camera. I hold my breath as I hear
Kevin’s voice grow louder.
“Did you hear
that?” he says as he steps into Bennett’s bedroom.
I curse inwardly and
remain as still as I can. My palms are sweaty and my heart feels as
if it is in my mouth.
hear anything. Could be the neighbors,” Bennett says.
“Better not be
able to hear the neighbors with how much this place costs,”
Kevin retorts, sounding disgusted.
“Well, I didn’t
hear anything,” Bennett replies, sounding annoyed. “What
were you saying?”
There is the sound of
Kevin walking across the bedroom, as if he is still looking for the
source of the noise. A suspicious bastard to be sure. I wish I could
shrink myself. I am terrified he is going to open the closet door.
“Have you heard
from April?” Kevin suddenly asks.
called a couple of times but I haven’t answered or called her
probably keep trying. Told you that you couldn’t trust her. She
clearly regrets giving up her family money and is trying to get in
with you now.”
“I know. You were
right, Dad,” Bennett lies swiftly.
Kevin has stopped
pacing and says, “I’m glad you saw things my way, son. I
was worried that April had gotten you wrapped around her finger.”
“Her? No way,”
Bennett says. “Not a chance. You know I’ve only cared
about the company. I know I wasn’t taking things seriously
before but I am now. I know we have a lot of work to do and I want to
be part of it.”
impressed, Bennett. I was almost convinced that you would never see
things my way. Here I was thinking I was going to have to give the
business to Spencer.”
“No. I was
thinking about it, I admit it. But with the current situation, I am
glad I didn’t. Would have been a huge mistake. Anyway, it
doesn’t matter now. You’ve come around and you’re
ready to be serious.”
“What about what
April said in regards to Spencer and the car accident?” Bennett
I lean forward a bit,
in spite of myself, because I want to hear what Kevin is going to
“There is no
proof. They have nothing to back up their claims. Everyone working
that night has been dealt with. Don’t concern yourself with
There is a surprised
silence. Even I am taken aback by the mention of Bennett’s
mother. I can’t recall the last time I held a conversation with
his mother. She always kept to herself. At social functions, she
would be on Kevin’s arm but she wouldn’t say much. She
was practically a hermit now which I never understood until recently.
“Your mother has
a lot on her plate. You know her mental health isn’t the best,”
Kevin finally replies. “Don’t worry about it.”
His tone is firm,
clearly saying not to broach the subject of Sophia again. I had no
idea that her mental state was tenuous.
Bennett replies. “Do you need me this weekend?”
says. “I know I mentioned you going out of town but I don’t
need you to now. I’m going to Hong Kong myself to deal with
some business. I expect you to be by the phone in case I need you.”
There is a shuffling
noise and then I hear the two of them walking out of the bedroom. I
am still holding my breath, nervous that Kevin will suddenly jump
back in and open the closet door. But after a couple more minutes of
discussion, I hear the front door open and then close.
I wait there, just in
case, and finally I hear Bennett. “He’s gone.”
I crawl out of the
closet and straighten myself up, rolling my neck around to stretch
say. “Some photo album fell on top of my head.”
“Thought for sure
Dad was going to go in there,” Bennett exhaled, shaking his
head a little. “I think we’re okay though.”
I hesitate before
asking, “I didn’t know your mom…”
Bennett sits down at
the edge of his bed and sighs. “Mother was always sort of…
out of it. You remember that, don’t you?”
“I always thought
she was just bored of the parties and all of the events that Kevin
Bennett looks glum.
“Mother has tried every anxiety prescription known to man to
try to help her out. I used to think it was just social anxiety and
all the different people Dad had her meet through the years. But now,
I’m starting to think she medicates because she’s
with my dad.”
I go over and sit down
next to him on the bed. I grab his hand and hold it firmly, wishing I
could make him feel better or offer some words that would actually
Finally, I say, “You
know, my mom has been drinking a lot lately. More since Dad died. I
have no idea how to approach her either. We never had the best
relationship and now that Dad is gone, I feel completely disconnected
from her. And Emily’s dad shut down completely after her mother
died. Emily still resents him for it. Your mother self-medicates to
deal with your dad. I guess none of us have parents who deal with
things in a healthy way.”
Bennett sighs, “Yeah,
but at least Emily’s father isn’t acting like a villain
out a comic book. And your father was always a good, solid guy.”
He squeezes my hand. “And he raised a great daughter.”
daughters,” I reply. “Spencer is good too. She just got
caught up in a shitty situation. Even though this situation sucks, at
least she and I are reconnecting.”
Bennett brushes a stray
lock of hair from my face and smiles a little, “Yeah, that’s
true. You two were always peas in a pod as kids.”
“At least your
dad is in Hong Kong this weekend,” I point out.
Bennett sighs in
relief. “Yeah, originally he was talking about me going but
whatever is going on, he must want to deal with it himself. That’s
a lucky break.”
“Maybe we can
figure stuff out together this weekend.”
probably safer to do this now though,” he says.
For a second, I don’t
know what he means. But then he leans forward and kisses me. There is
still an urgency to it but now that Kevin has left, I don’t
feel as wound up. Instead, I wrap my arms around him and return the
kiss. It feels like it has been ages since we have been alone
together like this. In reality, it hasn’t been that long, but
the days are all blurring together now with activity.
Bennett pushes me
gently down on the bed and is on top of me, kissing along my neck. I
close my eyes and let the sensation of his lips bring goose bumps
over my skin.
“Should we do
this right now?” I ask him.
Bennett whispers back with urgency. “Now is the best time.”
I laugh a little as he
unzips my pants. “You’d say that even if the apartment
was burning down.”
Bennett chuckles in
reply. He leaves butterfly kisses along my neck as he pulls my pants
off. He trails his fingertips along my thighs. It is funny. When I am
with Bennett, I barely notice my scar. I hardly think about it
anymore. I don’t worry about him being grossed out by it. I
never thought I would ever have that feeling with anyone.
I lean forward and kiss
him. His lips are warm to the touch and comforting. My heart is
racing but it isn’t from being scared Kevin was going to find
me. My hands travel along his back, raising his shirt a little bit.
His skin is hot to the touch and I remove his entire shirt.
My hands run down his
chest, marveling at how fit he is. He is kissing my neck and down my
shoulder as he moves his hands up my stomach. He lifts my blouse over
my head to remove it and cups my bra, kissing the tops of my breasts.
Our lips come together
again. This time it is more urgent. With everything going on, it
feels as if I never get to spend as much time with him in bed like
this. I’ll take these moments when I can get them. Bennett
seems to be thinking the same thing because he unclasps my bra.
He kisses along my
breasts and then gently sucks on my nipples. I shiver and close my
eyes, letting out a soft moan. His tongue rolls across them and he
moves one of his hands down to my underwear. Bennett yanks them off
swiftly and slides one finger inside my wet pussy.
He moves his finger in
and out of me slowly at first as he massages my breast with his other
hand. I can feel his hard cock through his underwear. I want him
inside of me but of course, he always has to tease me first.
Bennett fingers me for
another minute or so and then removes his finger. He positions
himself on top of me, taking off his underwear. I am eager for him to
fuck me. He wraps his arms around me and looks me in the eyes as he
I let out a sigh of
pleasure. He moans softly and holds me. We stay like that –
together as one – for a few seconds as he studies my face. Then
he leans forward and kisses me passionately. As he does this, he
begins to pump his cock hard and fast.
I cling to him and rock
my hips against him. We move together, perfectly in sync, as he fucks
me. Bennett’s lips are on my skin as I moan his name.
Everything else is forgotten as the heat between us grows. His cock
feels divine buried deep inside of me.
His thrusts pick up
speed. Halfway through, he repositions me so I am turning on all
fours. Then Bennett slides his cock back inside and fucks me again. I
take it from behind. Bennet grabs my hips as he thrusts inside of me.
He then grips my hair firmly with one of his hands as he continues
jack-hammering into me.
Bennett is fucking me
so hard that my arms give out. I plop down onto the bed with my ass
in the air as he fucks me hard and quickly in my pussy. His hands are
on my back now as he thrusts. I can feel the pressure mounting. I
start to shiver and moan as my climax shudders through me.
Bennett lets out a
grunt and thrusts one final time, climaxing with me. Together we come
like this. I let my orgasm ride out before Bennett pulls out of me
and lies down next to me. I roll down onto my back and grab his hand,
superb,” I whisper in a pant, trying to catch my breath.
Bennett laughs and
says, “I’m glad you liked it.”
He turns to face me and
we kiss gently. I run my hands down his side, drinking in the sight
“I love you,”
he says to me.
“I love you too.”
In that moment,
everything is perfect.
By the time I get home,
I am exhausted. Between work, the stress of Kevin, and spending time
with Bennett, it feels as if the day was a week long. I am looking
forward to curling up in front of the TV and then heading to bed.